city of dreams
hello werld. wow, so much is happening again, but it's all the good butterflies of excitement. life is a constant change, and i'm feeling on the upswing of things again, everything always works out. wow. is it sunday? talking in cliches.
ok, so officially, kanye and i are not together due to the fact that we both have to focus on gettin our respective ish popping right now, but i think this is a marker of love, because i always thought that unrequieted love was a bummer, but this is not that, this is just bad timing, but i'm not ready to let go of someone who i connext with so like this. i'm babbling, but i think it's the whole i'm reassured and have faith enough to let go enough to receive love. i also now have no excuse to get on with it. we both gotta focus, but we both needed to be reminded that such a connection is possible. so, officially, i'm the girl the biz always warned you about: i just gotta friend. and he's got all i need.
ok, so i may be moving. not just to nyc with my coworkers to combat the drastic change in the management/staff of the store, and corporate restructuring, but I may be moving to Main sooner than I thought. pad with a kitchen and full bath..no wood floors, at least not on my half, but i'll have a pretty neat floormate...and i'll be up the street from mizthang, who i gotta shout out for blogging me so much, i think i lost that time during those events because of love, so forgive me, d, you know i got madd props for you always, i'm number 1.
so, maybe i'll stay in van for awhile, and i can regain that loving feeling that may have waned a bit, and this can be my city of dreams, again. all4now.out.
