regret-fully neglect-full
hello werld,
i am here,alive and kicking, survived my 25th and i'm still flirty and thriving.
i celebrated with my dad and his wife, having a meal more tailored around her tastes, but that's cool since he gave me some cash to pay off part of the loan that he promised me in '96, and i didn't have to hear her eating disorder ass complain about how she was gonna be fat one time that nite.
then, off to main street to greet the reyes, watching 13 going on 30, and being moved to tears cuz we wanted our own dorks! Deciding that we were the reverse, 25 going on 12, we watched Barbershop and had cake at the Grind, fell in love with the keys there, though we couldn't play, saw someone come in wearing a CFRO tshirt just as we were reminiscing about morning freestyles.
We pulled an all-niter and watched Sex and the City, thought about relationships and how messed up they are, contemplated whether we wanted them or straight boning over McGriddles before I got into the frostbitten morning onto my bus. I continued to not sleep by watching Monster and being impressed over the pea coat/lumberjack special that I found outside the YWCA Thrift Store.
Sebastian is trying to get me into his brand name web, and started off with his Paul Frank and Triple Five Soul gifting. He's going through his own retail therapy that might just land him in therapy.
I finally signed up for my fitness instructer training course and my bboy finally gave me his number, though I'm confused by his frontin' friendster.(sigh). but I can't say I haven't been thinking about him in that boyfriend kinda way.
I jetsetted over to Victoria, my old stomping grounds yesterday, and it was a beautiful visit. I caught up with a few near and nears, as well as a tummy with baby and felt her kick! It was nice that i've been away long enuff to kind of be anonymous, and it made me greatful to be back.
I've had a lot of women, older and wiser, tell me not to forget to enjoy these years, because they will be the best of my life..while I'm young and beautiful and the world is my oyster..excuse me while I get back to eating it.
all4now.
