foronenight
soo, there exists a someone who listens to kanye and is obsessed with the above musiq trak right now too...hmm, is friendster really your friend, or is it a foe? frick, i think i'm addicted so get the belt around my arm and let's mainline!
i saw the bboy again last nite after his return from lalaland, and he wanted to tell me all about it, but i had to run to my double shift. i think that i'll just have to leave it alone, or at least leave it up to him, because he'll never come make a move. perhaps that's better for all involved.
i think i have to walk away from montreal mellowsmooth as well. (sigh) i don't think that these cats can give me what i want but am not ready for: a relationship. i'm tired of acts that are committed in the name of one foul four letter word, i want that other one, LOVE. but i am nowhere near mature enough to let go enough to give enough, you know the rest.
so, i'll just sit back in front of my various keys that drive me, and get my shit together. my friends are there whenever, and most of them have proved to weather the storm..can YOU stand the rain?
all4now.
