a girl's whose name begins and ends with "a"

i'm taking a break from my "almost" career as a pianist, it took being shut down by a pianist who represents all that i wanted to be but not really cuz i never really applied myself (who happens to be a horse, great..an aquarius horse at that...so a total amalgamation of past relationships bust) on the eve of another trip to my city of centre to make me see it.

so i gave the borrowed keys that i don't play to one who makes my heart beat in inordinate ways for father's day and will commence the lessons when i return for the gift of the birthday.

yep, cancer.

i know.

j: "what do you need the teacup for?"

a: "just to put out some m&ms"

j: "and who are you putting out those m&ms for?"

a: "oh, you know, guests."

LOL. i heart queens forever.

the fickle, passionate heart.

eventually, she gets to doing the right thing.

but in the meantime, she loves too hard, and bruises too long, hoping that this time it might be different...

 or at least that she might learn something.

though she always learns something.

and floors herself because she never stops trusting in the best in every soul, and keeps putting all those damn eggs...

into the next basket.

i'm really not cut out for this "other woman" shit, though i will say this, she is a privy, privy woman.