miss the ones who are gone
cuz i'm still here.that's the truth, and i feel better than i have in a couple mostly because i'm not at work, and the goat men (caps) in my life have been making sure i'm fed for the past two days! (the irritability in the hypo-allergenic diet/homeopathic remedy has been kind of rough).
i've gone through a shift in my circle in the past few days....first of all, i got together with kanye on saturday nite and we had the chillest, nicest time where we just got caught up, smoked on the corner, bumped an ill track with his hero and mine (kelis and andre3000) on repeat and lounged on my makeshift loveseat blazed and watching The Pest. it's funny how we laugh at the same things and can finish eachother's sentences...i decided that it was time that we were friends, and it seemed to work out well. we mutually shelled pistachios for eachother and that was the extent of the intimacy,though it was pretty freaking intimate. there wasn't that sexual tension that there usually is, because i'm pretty far removed from that right now, and i know that he couldn't be my man anyways, so i'm satisfied that he seems to be my friend. we made no promises, but for once i felt like we didn't have to.
sunday nite was the rooty reunion that we were thinking because there wasn't anyone superfluous around. those who form that warm centre which is the heart of that store were in attendance and we all welcomed mamaG to her new nest, watched the babies scrap it out, and took some 90210 like shots.
monday nite was something else, and i'll leave it at MGB's summation that by morning, it was the 'emancipation of angie' of sorts. once again, rolling solo and not dealing with it very well for that evening, i understand the reasons and limitations and honestly wish him well.
yesterday, i meandered down main to kinder's files of my photos for uploation and updated my various profiles....then i met up with the illest homie from the 206 and we had some curry from the reef and gelati from the street.
it was the nicest time that we had together, hanging out and talking about everything and unveiling important somethings and sharing tidbits about music and hearing some new tracks, and talking about love and agreeing that it is unconditional, period. Didn't cha know, didn't cha know....he said this poetry....i'm a hella good dj.
i am so greatfull for everyone who has dropped me a call or a line in the last few days and i know that i continue to be blessed with a beautiful circle of beautiful folks. change is good and flux is natural, everyone is in your life for a reason and folks just keep popping up. I LOVE YOU!all4now.
